School starts soon. Lots of changes lately. Which aren't really great ones, to be honest. I'm dreading school, for obvious reasons, and also hoping that it'll make me feel better. It's not so much that I'm in bad moods. I'm just discontent in general. I've been spending most days out of the house. In fact, almost every day unless I have family things to do. Which isn't often. And the fact that I'm so uncomfortable with alone time makes me a little worried. Because I'm usually able to entertain myself and I used to be content with time by myself. But lately, not so much. I'm super lonely when I'm alone. Which wasn't the case before. I guess I've changed. Maybe it's because I suck at accepting rejection? I don't know. I know I should be over it. But regardless, I'm no longer satisfied by myself.
I'm hoping school will change that. Being constantly busy in the day probably will, I think.

That being said, we get our schedules tomorrow. I know mine is going to be so screwed up, because I didn't know what I was going to do when I had to turn it in. So I'm sure the guidance department couldn't make heads or tails of my confusion.

On a related note, my class ring came in. =]
Which makes me happy. I'm so excited about this year! And so very apprehensive about my future.
I'll work it out though.